We don’t truly appreciate love until it’s gone. We play and love, feeling the naturalness when its there, but when its gone it feels like you’ve lost a piece of you. In a sense you have because that person brought out a specific side of you that only their being could pull out.
You both danced together in a specific style that suits only your two souls. Whether its in the ways your lips touched or in the way you would talk and discuss. These things are lost in the memories past.
Nothing in existence lasts, we’re in continuous motion. E-motion after E-motion. Energy interacting and exchanging. Adapting and persuading. We love this game yet hate the pain.
Loss can make you feel insane. Always thinking about the ex-lover. Missing their presence. What feeling they brought to your aura. When its gone its missed
It’s funny how we feel these invisible bonds, these contracts with their body even though their is nothing binding us physically. Someone with a strong emotional field can hold a firm grip on you. And if you both share that, it can be even tougher to sever the connection.
Now all that resides is the emptiness. The nothingness where their partnership use to be. Where the comforting love would fit you like a glove. So snug and warm. In this cold cold world.
But we need times to be on our own. To learn to love ourselves. To be comfortable in the uncertainty and unease. Because our devils tease our souls. Saying “we rule this realm. It is here that our laws dwell.” Love helps us all face these demons. To weather the storm we need an army.
"This army is present within you, young sensitive soul. Don’t be so quick to fall over and roll. That’s what they desire. That’s what sustains their fire. They burn compassion, peace and wisdom. And lie in the ashes of degradation, filth, and falsity. Don’t go there. Find your help mate."
"But when one passes away, respect that day. Don’t succumb to the feeling of loss. They never leave you as long as you hold their love to your throne. Remember how they made you into a King or Queen during your reign."
So beautiful is loves frame. When you think back. When you’re in the moment and the ticks tock, all is pleasant. Nothing has changed. No need to lament. He is with you. She wont leave you. If your heart holds on.
When its gone